my dreams are not as sweet after this happened
i tried to make what i considered a fairytale
to come true, but everytime reality strikes back at me
i cant understand, and i will never want to
i am not mad, just a little sad,
my euphorical past fades away...


day by day i drag myself to somewhere i can find
all the answers to the questions i asked myself all these while
so much for all the promises i made
so much for all sacrifices; i hate
i am alright so you please carry on.


i write this on a sleepless night
i sing to you but i cant accept
how all this can be happening
when im the one who make things wrong
so please don't cry and walk away
hands over my head, i surrender
i surrender...


a loaded gun i find
my temple feels thirsty
for the cold barrel.
now is my goodbye
i think i've found the key.

-Dats Life-